Jared reported to the Police Academy at 6am this morning.
I don’t know which was more difficult…watching him give Lincoln his goodnight snuggles last night, or seeing him off this morning.
I slept awful last night. I kept waking up with that “pit in the bottom of your stomach” feeling, & felt like I was going to throw up. I didn’t though. I stayed strong. Until he left. Then I was by myself, alone, in our dark house. I honestly wanted to run into Lincoln’s nursery and scoop him up for some cuddles. I decided against that because he was fast asleep. I did however sneak into his room and watch him peacefully sleep for a few minutes.
When Lincoln woke up this morning it made things a little easier. It’s hard to not be happy with him. He is my little ray of sunshine 🙂
I am going to miss him terribly. But I think what bothers me the most, is the time he has to spend away from Lincoln. Jared has seen Lincoln every day since he’s been born. He’s a very active Father. Lincoln loves his Daddy. To see the pure excitement on his face when his Daddy walks into the room, fills me up with such happiness.